Post op back to work and more

so it has been almost a month since my surgery and i am gettin stronger and better..... am getting sick of siting at home and ready to get back to work... i went for my post op appt and Dr. Hanel said everything looked great. He said I could get back to work after the 27th but wanted me to go part time and work myself up to full time. he didnt want me to over do it... so that is what i will do i hope..... he removed my stiches and said he wants to see me again in 3-6 months for a check up. this is something we have to keep a close check on so every 3-6 mo i get a ct perfussion san and angiogram.... the angiogram i can handle but the ct perfussion scan is hell i must say.... i am not sure what they do but it gives me a headache like i can not explain...

AFTER THE post op apt we took the kids to the beach for the afternoon and had a wonderful time...
there is nothing i mean nothing i love more than spending a few hours or the day with my amazing husband and our children anywhere especially the beach.

so heres the bad news and the real kicker..... last week (7-18-12) i am talking to my mother/boss and she informs me that she thinks i need to file for disability.... due to the fact that mm is incurable and such. then she says she is gonig to have to do something about the shop because she cant deal with the fact i have to go to the mayo clinic every 6 mo for a 2 day check up.....so i am really upset and confused.. i mean am i losing my job or what? the only reason we moved here, i came back to this freakin hell of a place (dothan, al) was for her and so i could help her with her business and now she does this to me. her only child.. how can she even think of doing to let alone actually do it..... it just really upsets me and shocks me then again knowing her the real her and how and who she is i shouldnt be shocked...
hell 3months ago she was asking my neuro if she should shut down the business for me to take the burden off me and now she is kicking me to the curb...... i guess you cant even depend on some family.. so who the hell do you depend on? YOURSELF!!!!

ok enough about my bitching

so now i go forward and do what i must and  concentrate on getting stronger and just look out for Me My husband and our children and other than that nothing else  matters!!!

http://radiology.rsna.org/content/231/3/632.full